I Need To Run Away, Its Killing Me Everyday.

I'm 14 and well i met this boy online. He's 15 and lives in Maryland which is six hours away from where im at. We started off just talking about once a week on AIM. It was about three months later when we both realised we were completely in love. I would talk to him at night all the way to morning, we would watch lil and stich together and jsut talk for hours about seeing eachother one day. One night my mom caught me talking to him and just gave me a warning to stop talking to him. Being myself, i didnt listen. About a week later we were back to talking. Of course my mom found out again about a month later and somehow she got his house number and talked to his mom. We both got in a lot trouble and yet a week later we were talking. Its like were inseperable. I talked to my mom and told her im talking to him no matter what she says and she said she understood but i think his mom isnt ok with it. So i talk to him to this day and he is the best thing that ever happened to me. I want to see him for the first time and i cant stop thinking about it or him. The thing is i am way to scared to ask my mom and she is probably gonna say no so im just thinking about running away. I will do anythign to just touch him for 5 seconds. I have no idea what to do anymore =/
samlovestye samlovestye
1 Response Jul 21, 2010

I understand well sort of. Running away in this situation just does not sound too good. I think you should talk to other people about it, like counselors and people like that.