I Guess I Know!

i guess i know why i feel insecure...


my mom's insecurity as she thought she wasn't pretty enough, rich enough, popular enough, not like her big sister who anything else that was not my mom...
and my pa was a popular guy, mom felt jealous all the time..
i must have learned or adopted mom's insecure feelings...
plus my 1st boyfriend left me without notice
and my kid's experience with sibling rivalry when i felt i was not more than my cousin who seemed to be better in many areas...

but... HELLO, I am not my past experience or my feelings alone, i am what i choose to be! ^^,
uliftmeup uliftmeup
36-40, F
3 Responses Jul 19, 2010

aww thanks LV for the kind words :)<br />
yes, i realize too what u said, about no best, only good ones ^^,<br />
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love and hugs too for you!

I learned that there is always someone better in every area, there is no best, just goods.<br />
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So, maybe your cousin is better in somethings, but I am sure she is worse in other areas.<br />
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I think you are a kind, loving and open minded woman, and a great friend,<br />
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love and hugs

ya, peace at its best when i find out about myself :)