The past few weeks have been really hard for me emotionally. Some of the emotions I have shown to others but much of it has been bottled up inside at times so as not to put unneccesary strain on others.

I left my job of 18 years and with it a good income, my country of birth, my partner of 26 years, my beautiful children, home, friends, pets and family so I could be with the man I love .

In that time I've been through a rollercoaster of emotions from insecurity, sadness, fear and happiness to anger, excitement, love, etc

Dave, thanks for being there for me and for being my rock. I don't know if I could have done it without you. Thank-you for loving me; for holding me when I've cried or felt down; for laughing at and with me; for being scared with me, excited with me; for taking me to places I've never been even though you've been so many times before; for sharing your love of sailing with me; shopping and cooking together; for letting me lie with my head on your shoulder with your arms around me as we talk well into the night and for showing me how much you love me in so many ways.

I love you

titfortattoo titfortattoo
36-40, F
8 Responses Aug 28, 2008

Living a lie. I've lived with that hurt for long enough now and made sacrifices. Now I am living for what I want for a change

But what hurt would have come from you not changing?

Too true. Mine has been completely turned upside down. A lot of people have been hurt and that's a shame.

Sometimes our lives need to be shaken up a bit.

Thanks Phaellus. It took a lot for me to do what I have. I've given up so much but in return gained so much

I admire your courage to do what you needed to do.

Words are never enough. Actions speak louder than words so often.<br />
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FG - thanks my friend.

Beatiful tribute ***.