Emotion Crippling: A Syndrome Or A Virus

Do I get my precious feeling for love ripped off because of getting a emotion crippling virus from that jerk? He got it somewhere and being contaminated and then spread it forward and break every other heart?

Or is it a syndrome as a result of a utterly broken heart.

Cannot love and/or do not want to.

Just want to be loved and be selfish then. That's all. But it's sad. It's not an ideal of being loved and not love.. or even worse now with no love and do not think there is until getting extremely lucky, harder than winning a lottery. It's about chance and probability and I am not that lucky for good things.

Still want to cry and I already cried again today. Why?

Unbelievable.

Bad sign of such syndrome or virus infection.
ludai ludai
22-25
Nov 26, 2012