You Want To Know What My Problem Is?

You won't like the answer . Because as much as you would like to lay the blame on mom her's is actually a very small share compared to yours. She probably should have taken us out of the situation, true. But she was scared. She was worried what might happen should you get visitation and we (well me, mostly, I was the biggest worry, I was the child who never learned to hunker down and lay low) were actually left alone with you. But you were the situation. You were the problem. You @#$%ing a$$ are you really that dense?! Are you so self centered that you honestly... *shakes head* What am I saying, of course you are. You are the man who, when you asked me this question and I gave you the safest answer I could come up with (since you wouldn't allow me to give you the most safe answer) of  'It doesn't help when you pin a kid to the floor, hit them, and scream in their face'  responded (defensively, petulantly, lord, you were practically whining!!) 'You wouldn't listen'!! Heh, you once tried to tell me that it was an attempt to show me that I wasn't as tough as I thought I was, that I really couldn't take care of myself (mom says that that is what you used to say about it all the time).

You, are my problem. You, are what happened to me. So @#$% you.



*scoff* Yeah, say that and get the *%$@ beat out of me, heh. And unfortunately (and perversely) I'd feel awful after I said it.