I want to cry but I can't because I feel weak when I do! When I do cry, I get angry at myself.  My life is so stressful in so many ways and on so many levels.  I find myself losing patience much more quickly lately than I usually do.  Everytime things start to look bright, something always happens to mess it all up! Of course when this happens enough even the most optimisic person starts to becomes a pessimist.  I try to find positive outlets to release my stress, but they are even beginning to fail me-the only thing that seems to work-that has always worked-is music.  Somedays I just want to scream like a completely insane person to release all of my inner demons! 

justanotherdreamer justanotherdreamer
31-35, F
1 Response Mar 9, 2009

i feel the same way, my only channel or temporary outlet is music, it helps. but not always