At the Top of My Lungs....x

Lately I can feel everything piling up. I'm  not one to complain. I just found out today my dad has cancer and he doesn't want to go for chemo or radiation. Hes a stubborn idiot. I have my plane tickets and were set to move May 1st but everything feels so up in the air now and I feel I don't know what to do. Because what if he dies when I am away.. I don't know what to do. Then my mom makes me feel guilty that I am moving away to be with my husband even though she doesn't have time to help me with the kids. My husband is away all the time and never here. I feel empty inside and I need help...x

AmericanAngel04 AmericanAngel04
26-30
2 Responses Mar 25, 2009

Thank you for your comment. it is sos very true.x

hey squadiwife, I've learned the hard way that we can't please everyone, we just have to take care of ourselves,and eventho that will cause a rif raf,,take care of you first.......