I Don't Get It

I dont get it,
Why I was bourn,
I dont get it,
Why I was even put on earth
or given or chosen to live this
life.how ever you would like to
word it.
I dont get it,
Why I'm the cause or blame
of something,but maby it's payback
for everything I've done rong,horrible
and what I'm going to do rong in my
future.
I dont get it,
Why I was takend from what made me
happy and I'm not saying I hate god
cuz I dont but sometimes I think he
enjoys watching me and putting
me through life????
Only question is now when does
all that pain go away?
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26-30
2 Responses Jul 31, 2010

there is a reason for it all, think about it any1 who has done something great, wether it b good or bad, has waaaaay bigger problems. the problems r there 2 help u and prepare u, not to hurt u, although they seem to do that it is only help. think of it as tough love lol. so with this logic, u r going 2 do something great :)

Think of the world as a classroom. Or commiserate with Depeche Mode: I don't want to start any blasphemous rumors, but I think God's got a sick sense of humor, and when I die I expect to find him laughing.<br />
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Ding Dao