Light Bulb

It has happened to me my whole life. I always sense that someone is there. I've heard voices speaking in an alien language that I could some how understand. They were talking about me. I didn't totally catch what they were talking about at first and as I started listening in on there conversation the subject quickly changed as they notice I was listening! They start talking about how I was waking up and how this was going to be weird for me. I was so scared I wanted to hide but i couldn't move so I just wouldn't look at them and I would pretend like I didn't notice they were there. Then they started to talk about that and thought I was acting like an animal that couldn't understand. I could not hide because they were not watching from the outside. They heard every one of my thoughts. They were somehow within me. To this day I do not know if there was anything in the room because I wouldn't look. I had assumed that there must have been because I felt them so strong and I heard them! I don't know what to think.

However three years ago I got an anonymous envelope in the mail with a DVD in it. I watched it and it was a documentary on alien abductions and encounters. I never rely believed in any of that but entertained the notion from time to time. I listened to several testimonies when I got the feeling it was all very similar to some of my terrifying night experiences. It all started to make sense that this was some how all connected. It was like a light bulb went on n my head and I realized that it was probably true. So I started watching the sky. The very first night that I stepped outside with the intention of seeing a UFO, one appeared! This after a life long interest in astronomy and sky watching. Never had I seen any thing before and 100's of times since! I now see it regularly and have lost count. It has been three years and I have seen so many strange and "impossible" things, that I know something exists. Many people have watched and seen it with me. I still think its rare but it happens often enough that it add up. I don't know if they will ever land and be out in the open. I don't know what they are but I get the feeling it is not as alien as we think. I don't think they come from other planets so much as from other dimensions. Life is probably everywhere in every way...

Strangely I have had no episodes of sleep paralysis since all of the ufo sightings started. Other strange things have happened but not that and nothing quite so scary. I don't know what this all means. It still seems so far removed from us. Life goes on it seems. Or will it?
DreamReady DreamReady
26-30, F
1 Response Dec 8, 2012

More than anything else it is scary. It is downright traumatizing. There is so much energy that i am always surprised I survive. It's almost like being electrocuted by fear.