For "my" "angel"

I hope someday you get it.  I hope someday you understand what you lost, what you gave away, and what you put others through.  But until you have the strength to apologize for the pain you've already caused, and show that there won't just be more following in its wake, you're less than a memmory. 

You were afraid I'd follow you and spoil all your new games.  That only shows how childish you are.  Why would I try to escape your gravity by plunging into it?  No Sara, or Steph, or whatever you want to call yourself this month, I'm just going to walk away. Walk away knowing I never lied to you.  Walk away knowing I meant every word I ever said about how much you meant to me.  Walk away knowing that just like everyone else I've ever cared for that you lied to me, you used me, and you cheated on me- ever after swearing it would never happen. 

 

 

I awoke on impact
Under surveillance from the camera eye
Searching high and low
The criminal mind found at the scene of the crime
Handcuffed and blind, I didn't do it
She said she loved me
I guess I never knew
But do we ever, ever really know?
She said she'd meet me on the other side
But I knew right then, I'd never find her



I don't believe in love
I never have, I never will
I don't believe in love
It's never worth the pain that you feel



No more nightmares, I've seen them all
From the day I was born, they've haunted my every move
Every open hand's there to push and shove
No time for love it doesn't matter
She made a difference
I guess she had a way
Of making every night seem bright as day
Now I walk in shadows, never see the light
She must have lied 'cause she never said goodbye



I don't believe in love
I never have, I never will
I don't believe in love
I'll just pretend she never was real
I don't believe in love
I need to forget her face, I see it still
I don't believe in love
It's never worth the pain that you feel



No chance for contact
There's no raison d'etre
My only hope is one day I'll forget
The pain of knowing what can never be
With or without love it's all the same to me



I don't believe in love
I never have, I never will
I don't believe in love
I'll just pretend she never was real
I don't believe in love
I need to forget her face, I see it still
I don't believe in love
It's never worth the pain that you feel

 

 

 

 

Goodbye.

 

Ardhanaridream Ardhanaridream
31-35, M
1 Response Mar 2, 2010

That was so good, it sounds like something I've felt when I was cheated on long ago. I write poems and I think that was awesome.