My  wife  my Addiction  and  desire

There was time when she was  not my addiction. That time has changed now. I have the urge to be near her and breathe her in body and sole . And now I find myself seeking for an object of my desires. Someone to share my affection with . I find that in her . I can't quite remember those times, not being or feeling the way that I now feel .  I can't remember not wanting to be near her, holding her, smelling her perfume , making her mine and her making me hers . I remember a special feeling then. And it is a special feeling now.
And one I can't describe. Other than Its a kind of addiction for her .  For her beauty , her sweetness, and her sexiness. I can't live without this addiction. It is one I want. And one I truely believe I need. She fulfills something in me, where I never thought there was missing . But without her there is a hollowness . She is my desire. We laugh , we look, we touch, we feel, we often finish each others sentenses . So intuned with each other . The passion and the love we share, is not compareable .
I am not in love with the idea of being in love. I am in love with the knowing that she will always be there for me. And I will always be there for her .  And Im in love with knowing her touch can  still thrill, excite, calm and soothe me.
There was a time when she was not my addiction. That was time that I was not complete. But I can't remember it.
Mr. Plzur 
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1 Response Jan 21, 2013

I can say I'm very jealous :)