Painless Ways

I have been having a challenging time offline. Stress pains and ailments have been severe from horrors I have survived and how I was born. I forced myself to eat and drink. Not a good idea. I haven't been able to eat because of stress pains and ailments. I have never been able to eat when stressed. It amazes me that people can eat when stress hits. After my body rejected the small amount of food I did try to eat and had such piercing stomach pains that it honestly felt like someone was trying to pull my body out through my stomach, I took it easy.

I am having longer lapses of not having stress pains and ailments and not crying from the pain. I write inspirational stuff whenever the storm passes and I have good lapses of time. I am writing now while my eyes are tearing but know my writing will return when this storm passes. I have had the pleasure of emailing back and forth with a friend who does not know how bad these ailments have been but her chatting with me has helped me through these most difficult times.

I thank God for bringing her into my life. She calls me sister and it is reciprocrated. Her gift of friendship, chatting with me when I need a friend, is well appreciated. I am hoping I can get back out during the day sometime soon. People tell me how strong, joyful, etc I am. But even the strong need a helping hand sometimes.
blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti
36-40, F
May 12, 2012