What I Am Thankful For....
I am thankful for the friends that I have here. I am thankful for the Love that I have for all of my friends. I am thankful for still being alive, even though right now, I don't really want to be. I am thankful that my grandfather is still here another day. I am thankful that I knew my best friend, and my EP uncle. I am thankful that I have herd from someone that I thought was dead for the past month. I am thankful for my Fiance, and the Love that we share. I am thankful that my parents let him come back. I am thankful for being somewhat healthy, and not in the hospital dying. I am thankful for the people who call me "friends" here, and think that I am actually something, and believe in me, even when I don't believe in myself. I am thankful that I have a roof over my head. I am thankful that my grandparents Love me, and want only what is best for me. I am thankful that I have good hearing, and seeing. I am thankful that I have found someone who really Loves me for me, and that I can let him see me cry, and he get more frustrated at me for saying "sorry" rather than for crying. I am thankful for the great friends I have met, and been able to lean on during these hard times.
Well that is what I am thankful for this year. I am of course having a Fake smile on, and acting like everything is fine around my family. Even though inside my heart feels like it is dying. I feel so broken, without my two love ones hear this year.
Happy thanksgiving to all.