Sleeeeep. I Love You. Why Won't You Be Mine?

i really needed! to sleep! but i just went into the kitchen to get one bite of something, and then my mom was all over me, with like dinner plans. and i couldn't say no because when i don't eat she starts bitching because then she doesn't want to eat etc. so i sat down for a short dinner. but she made it into this big thing. in short now i'm really sleepy.. but my stomach is in fervent activity. i don't want to put on more weight by sleeping right after eating either, so i'm staying up. oh god. haven't slept properly in ages. i can feel my blood pulsating underneath my skin. i hope i can sleep in but my body insists on waking me up super early. 

sleeplessness sucks. jetlag sucks. going home to see your family in the holidays also sometimes sucks.