Selfish?they say it is selfish to take your own life. everything, however, has it stances.
how is it selfish to take away your own pain? get rid of it all. youre finally free from the hell you are stuck in all the damn time. its gone. its all gone. you dont have to hold it all in, hold everything up, cope with the impossible anymore.
one could say it is selfish to want to keep *you* alive for their own reasons. "i would miss you too much". so you want to keep me alive, alive and in pain every day, because you would miss me too much? mmhmm.....and then they tell you the feelings will pass. well they havent...so now what?
youre just lost.....
"i'll draw you a picture
i'll draw it on my wrist
i'll draw it with a razor blade
i'll draw it with a twist
and if i draw it carefully
a red fountain will appear
to wash away my sorrow
to wash away my fear"
i dont want to die.
im just....tired of life.
monsterwithinme 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 Oct 27, 2011