I Want To Spend A Day As A Woman
I guess compared to some I'm pretty lucky. If you have read some of my other stories you will know I have felt I should have been female for pretty much as long as I could remember. For me it started when I was 8 or 9 years of age. I was fairly active wearing my sister's clothes until I was about 17 or so but then it all came to an end - long story that you can read about in one of my other stories.
After living a very full and active male life, raising a family and building a successful business, the female that I had buried so many years earlier surfaced. I had been divorced for about 6 years at that point (nothing to do with my gender issues - nobody knows about Jacquie) when I stuck my toe into the male on male pond. That was all it took for Jacquie to jump to the surface.
Slowly I started building my wardrobe. Today I have loads of clothes, shoes, a few wigs and accessories. I'm sure I have more make up than most gg's. I'm unsure as to how passable I am but honestly I'm not sure that really makes a difference, it's more about how I feel. Of course what girl wouldn't want to be passable? I've been getting better at applying make up but still have a way to go - wish I had someone that could help me. On the rare occasion that I have entertained, the guys have said I look very good - I don't know that for sure as most of them are thinking with their little heads.
Although I have only dressed in public a couple of times I do get to dress all the time. I live alone which means that pretty much every day when I arrive home I change into my Jacquie attire. I sleep in my choice of nighties and baby dolls. Most weekends I'm dressed head to toe all day. Some days I feel lazy and just can't bring myself to applying make up and stylish skirts or dresses so on those days I pick pretty casual female clothes. I have a few photos here so if you are in my friend circle you can take a look. I do believe that beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
It's not a fetish for me but it does make me feel like the person I think I was meant to be. It's not ideal or completely fulfilling but it is all that I will ever be able to do. I can live with that.
I started by saying I'm lucky and I truly believe I am especially when I read about those that would like to express their inner female more than once a week, month or just every now and then. I'm sorry but I don't have any words of wisdom or advice for you girls, just my empathy.
After living a very full and active male life, raising a family and building a successful business, the female that I had buried so many years earlier surfaced. I had been divorced for about 6 years at that point (nothing to do with my gender issues - nobody knows about Jacquie) when I stuck my toe into the male on male pond. That was all it took for Jacquie to jump to the surface.
Slowly I started building my wardrobe. Today I have loads of clothes, shoes, a few wigs and accessories. I'm sure I have more make up than most gg's. I'm unsure as to how passable I am but honestly I'm not sure that really makes a difference, it's more about how I feel. Of course what girl wouldn't want to be passable? I've been getting better at applying make up but still have a way to go - wish I had someone that could help me. On the rare occasion that I have entertained, the guys have said I look very good - I don't know that for sure as most of them are thinking with their little heads.
Although I have only dressed in public a couple of times I do get to dress all the time. I live alone which means that pretty much every day when I arrive home I change into my Jacquie attire. I sleep in my choice of nighties and baby dolls. Most weekends I'm dressed head to toe all day. Some days I feel lazy and just can't bring myself to applying make up and stylish skirts or dresses so on those days I pick pretty casual female clothes. I have a few photos here so if you are in my friend circle you can take a look. I do believe that beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
It's not a fetish for me but it does make me feel like the person I think I was meant to be. It's not ideal or completely fulfilling but it is all that I will ever be able to do. I can live with that.
I started by saying I'm lucky and I truly believe I am especially when I read about those that would like to express their inner female more than once a week, month or just every now and then. I'm sorry but I don't have any words of wisdom or advice for you girls, just my empathy.
By:
JacquieTG
Age:
46-50
,
Transgender
