Where Is The Rewind Button?I feel like I've screwed everything up. Three years ago I wrecked my college GPA, and left school. Last fall I finally convinced myself to go back. I've been trying to dig myself out of the hole I dug myself and in order to do that I need to get good grades, but this semester has been a wreck from day one. I've been skipping class, because as hard as I tried I couldn't get myself motivated to go to class and blaming that on the fact that I think I have ADD. I lost my job a month ago and haven't been able to find a new one. My roommate asked me to move out December 15th. And I'm sure I'm going to fail three classes, because I haven't been going. Its too late into the semester for me to do anything about it. That on top of my horrible GPA I had from before means that I'm going to lose my financial aid, and won't even be able to get federal loans. Because I lost my job I don't have the money to pay out of pocket to go to school. At this point I'm jobless, soon to be homeless, and am failing my college classes. I feel like everything would be better if I could hit a big rewind button somewhere and go back to August. I'd force myself to go to class, try harder to keep myself from being fired, and save up money for a deposit on a new place for when I get kicked out. I know things could be worse, but at this point I don't know what to do next. Its looking like I'll have to stop going to school at this point, but I hate to do that considering I've already had to get student loans and then those would be for nothing.
CamiB 26-30, F 1 Response 2 Nov 20, 2010