Can't Be At Peace With Mind

I have always had my own thoughts. I think too much. I have only one trusted friend, and this friend of mine is about to transfer school. I am afraid of the time to come, afraid that I cannot be close to anyone or that nobody would care about someone like me. I have troubles in communicating. I see something like socializing as a burden. I even wonder if my friends like me... or see me as someone important. This kinds of thought always haunt me and I cannot be at peace with myself. I cannot even accept myself or love myself. I cannot tell this to my family because they do not see my real character. They see me as someone strong, so I cannot share any of these to them. What should I do?...
feathers13 feathers13
18-21, F
Dec 4, 2012