So Bad!

I want to re-enroll in college so badly I can't stand it. I want to either teach Jr High / High School or be a counselor. I don't know which. It was speech pathology but I don't know how much I would enjoy that. I'm just a self-sabotoger & a procrastinator. But I want a real job that I can look forward to to a certain degree. I hate where I am & am so disappointed in myself. I'm a decently intelligent person. I made A's & B's. I did well on my ACT (we don't take SATs down here unless we are going up North i think).  I just can't seem to get where  I can go back. You don't understand how bad. The guilt of not finishing the first time is tearing me apart.
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Dec 17, 2007