To Quit Or Not To Quit.
Well this is what it's come to I guess, finding random sites on the internet to hear random peoples opinions.. anyway not trying to sound unappreciative to anyone that even takes the time to read this, I've just been a little bitter these days. I'm a 20 year old female I've been drinking since I was about 14-15 years old and I drink once sometimes twice a weekend, I personally don't find that to be to bad but my family seems to think that's to much, I say they should be worried if I were to drink everyday and they just say that's what it's going to lead up to, My mom even said "the first time you black out, is when you know your an alcoholic" okay I black out once in awhile and yeah I can't go a weekend without drinking, well I did once and it was the worst weekend i've ever had, I have absolutely no sober friends.. they all drink every weekend too, they do more then that actually they smoke weed, smokes sometimes even do harsh drugs. I don't do any of that I just drink. so I don't think I'm that bad, I'm currently in a long distance relationship and my boyfriend doesn't drink, smoke or do drugs infact he hates all of that. he doesn't tell me to quit, he doesn't force me to do anything but I KNOW he doesn't like it and he makes that pretty clear. I don't know if I want to quit for him and my family, or if I wanna quit for myself.. a part of me wants to because I know i'll have more money in the end and now that I'm 20 I gotta start thinking about my future, I worry more about partying on weekends then I do anything else in life. I would like to quit I just think my social life would be over if I do.