Day 1Today is the day I finally admitted to myself and my husband that I am an alcoholic. I feel lower than low.
I called in sick to work today and am going to an AA meeting at noon. I don't know what else to do, I've tried quitting and cutting back, but I can't do it on my own. I'm a binge drinker. I cannot stop at 1 or 2 drinks....ever! I want to be sober but I'm also scared to be.
I have to stop though, there is too much at risk, my husband won't put up with me forever. He's proud of me for taking this step. I am ashamed and really hate myself for being so weak.
Wish me luck :)
Hilorie 36-40, F 6 Responses 1 May 29, 2012