I have a wonderful family, great husband of 34 years, 4 professional grown children and two grand children. I have always had an addictive side to me. It use to be food until I had gastric bypass 7 years ago. Now my secret addiction is alcohol. I am starting to plan my day around my drinking. I hide it very well. I am a professional and work full-time and it is starting to affect my work. I need someone who understands. My husband just says it is because we are under a lot of financial stress right now. He has no idea of how much I drink. I want to stop NOW!