I Have A Problem

It pretty much started when I turned 21. I would go out drinking non stop first only on weekends then eventually everyday. I've had 2 duis in the past 6 years. I don't drink and drive anymore but almost every night I drink to the point I blackout and don't remember anything I said or did. I have had a lot of bad things happen to me so I drink till I don't think anymore. I want to stop so badly but it's so hard and I feel like I can't . I seriously need help
An Ep User An EP User
1 Response Jan 10, 2013

If you truly want to quit you need to be honest with yourself and give AA a good shot. I was fortunate to find a couple of good meetings. I needed to make a life changing mistake to quit. I told the people at the meetings everything! I stopped hiding. I held myself accountable and honestly...it felt amazing. I regularly attend and need to constantly keep my guard up. If I can do it then so can you. I was the same way when I drank. Now I realized my purpose is to help others. Find a sponsor and truly put yourself out there. You won't be judged and you will feel better than you ever have. You can always message me if you are struggling.