I Want To Stop And I Will Stop
There is only one thing I hate in this world and that is alcohol. It has hurt me in many ways in my life. I know I can stop. I have before for a couple of years but a part of me is scared to make this a permanent change though. I know I will never be happy until I do. Today I realize that it is my choice and my choice only to have a future without it ever being in my body again. No one will ever be able to make this decision but me. I love myself enough for my relationship with alcohol to END NOW. Finally it is over.