I Called Aa This Morning

I called AA for the first time this morning....Actually- I called 3 different numbers. All of the offices appear to be closed on Sundays- so I didn't actually get to talk to anyone. I will call again tomorrow morning and find a meeting for Tuesday morning. I haven't followed through on anything important in a long time. So this is really a significant step for me. I seriously doubt I can stop drinking by myself.

For today, I am trying to keep myself busy and distracted by catching up on my workload and a few household chores. I am still reeling from the consequences of my Friday binge....still afraid of what the future might hold (especially if I keep drinking)...and still wondering how I got myself into this mess in the first place.

metis metis
36-40, F
2 Responses Feb 15, 2009

Good onya, stick to that resolve to get assistance thru the AA groups.

I wish you all the possible luck my friend!!<br />
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Maybe it is time for me as well! <br />
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SHAUNA!