Shut Up Already..In the morning when I wake up I think about bad things..
About what I have to do today, what I should and I haven't yet did.
I think about it and I don't wanna get up from bed cause I know it will be a depressing day again.
Thorough the day I am thinking about many things..that I hate myself..that I hate this world..
That everyone hates me and doesn't give a damn if I am even here or not.
When I go to sleep I think again..can't sleep because of my thoughts sometimes.
I want those thoughts to dissapear..to shut up. But they keep on invading my head.
So I am sitting here irritated with my hands on my head and trying to fight them.
Will they ever shut up? or do I have to kill myself to finally not think anymore?..
lovelessbutterfly 22-25, F 4 Responses 0 Jul 22, 2010