12 Step Guide To Fight *********** Addiction For Muslims Too

we are now approaching Ramadhan and I have been putting a disguise.. I tell my mom I pray and fast and avoid **** as it is haram stuff but the truth is I don't.. I want to fight watching ****.. If supposedly I were to follow the 12 step guide to fight *********** addiction, I must first abide the first one = admit that it is an uncontrollable hobby.. I don't know.. I watch it when I'm lying on my bed bored.. I don't have an itch for it everyday... It's like twice a week.. But it is uncontrollable when my head won't stop daydreaming about sex, or rather keep a clean mind... so yes.. it has gotten way out of hand...

2nd = Admit it that only Allah can get you out of this... I've always convinced that praying to Allah and trusting your whole life on his word would get you far... you can group me under lazy.. I don't think I can go far to step 3 when I knew all the solution by heart already.. It is just getting my head to do all the praying and fasting..

I read something today along the lines of curing your laziness.. when thinking of praying as something of a pain than pleasure.. If I changed this chain of thought than I can do anything..
amejad amejad
22-25, F
Aug 5, 2010