It Isn't Easy.

I went through it when I lost both my parents. I was angry,sad,confused, and lost all at the same time. It is a weird experience. I went through even feeling angry at my parents! I then went to another darker level. I started to self harm. At the time I felt it helped me feel alive. I did it cause no matter how much I was feeling these emotions it wasn't ever going to bring them back. So I ended up down a dark lonely path. I even felt so much self hate then. I have been able to calm my emotions and haven't cut for 2 and a half years. ( I did once relapse but I have once again stopped.) I just want anyone who is going through this to know that you are not alone. And one day the storm will calm. You will be okay.
Tara277 Tara277
31-35, F
May 21, 2012