Will There Be A Day When I Am Not Scared Anymore?

Most of the time, I am afraid of me. Afraid of failure. Afraid I will not be strong enough. Afraid I will never get out.

Right now, I am afraid of tonight. I will face some of the hurt I had locked so deep down I wasn't even aware I had it lingering around me all these years. I am afraid of going mad because of the pain.
Mapping Mapping
26-30, F
1 Response Sep 21, 2012

I hope all went well for the night of the 21st of Sept. I hope, too, you will give us an update on how things went.

It did go well. I had an intense weekend, I worked a lot with my soul, and now I feel much calmer and more ready. From time to time I take part in some workshops that work with Family Constellations.

Thank you for the update. I'm glad the workshop helped and that you feel much calmer, and I sincerely hope that calm will continue.

I hope so too :) One thing I left the weekend with is that some things are a matter of choice. I have to start chosing to be well. I'm still a bit confused as to how to do it, but it's important to know I have the choice.