My Anorexia Story

Okay, so I am 12 years old and this is my anorexia story.
I haven't been anorexic for long-I started in April. My friends found out and told our school councellor.....
My parents started to watch what I eat, so I had to start eating normally again.
I'm really mad at myself again but, I started to be anorexic again. I think my friend is too because she asked me if I lost weight while I was anorexic. Now I know how she felt when she knew I was Anorexic before...I'm worried for myself and her. I don't want her to go through the same pain that I'm going through. Anorexia is like an addiction. Right now I don't know what to do. I really need some advice so send me a message.
AnnaBai AnnaBai
13-15, F
3 Responses Jul 27, 2010

I have no idea how this works...this whole website thing so I night have trouble with it

wanna talk? I have an ed too. it's so hard. I just wanna talk to someone with the same problem.

Wow I am not happy with my body either though I don't think I'm annorexic. I have tryed to starve my<br />
self and I did for 2 days the only reason I stoped was cuz I read it slows your matablizm down so I would gain weight in the long run. And I get what you mean about weight loss being addictive I've lost 6 pounds over the last 2 mounths and ya I'm glad but all I can think of is how to keep the weight off and how to lose more. Though I know I am a perfectly healthy weight for my height. But I don't care that I'm a healthy weight I want a flat stumic!<br />
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Do you like your self in general??? Cuz I know I hate my self and most of the time I don't even care about my weight it's just at least I'm fixing and controling one thing about myself! And weight loss is the one thing my parents can't tale away from me. Well if I don't let them know I'm trying to lose weight. Though I am very uncomfortable with my weight at times. That is why I ask how do you feel about your self in general???<br />
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Of your wondering I am 5 foot 10 and weigh 150. <br />
I am petrafied of gaining weight how about you???<br />
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Sorry I don't have any actual advise for you!