Undonegod, why am i stuck in this vicious circle ? why do i try and try my best and its just not good enough? why do i finally find love only to have it be someone who take advantage of my good nature? why are my gifts not useful to anyone? why do i have to keep struggling to make ends meet when they never do? why do i bother struggling? its always the same??!! why was i damaged this way at birth? why am i always not worth it to anyone who is good? why am i so alone???
why is it all so cold and lonely, why did i make my life such a mess?
I DONT SEE THE POINT OF TRYING ANY MORE, IM A FAILURE, IM WORTHLESS. IM NO GOOD TO ANYONE.
IM SO ALONE, IM IN SO MUCH PAIN ALL THE TIME
I HAVE NO ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS MY PAIN
I HAVE NO ONE TO TURN TO
I HAVE NO ONE
NO ONE TO TURN TO
I CANT BARE THIS PAIN
GOD, MAKE IT GO AWAY.... TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS