I Want to Talk to Someone Who Will Hear Me.
I'm not good at story telling but whatever.
2 years ago I started talking to jake. We met on Facebook. We clicked. I liked him and maybe a month later he asked me out. I said yes of course. We would talk everyday about anything literally anything. So this goes on for about another year and now we are in the month of March of 2012. I was so in love with him. But he was acting different, he was being a jerk so I left him... I felt bad, I left for maybe 9-10 months. I came back to him recently last Thursday, and everything was amazing, I fell right back in love with him. I was determined to make this work....
This morning I woke up to a text saying 'You will hate me after I tell you what I'm about to say'
I waited
I got a picture of a girl
and then it said 'I am not jake, jake does not exist. He never has. My name is amber and I am the one you've been talking to the whole time'
I didn't know what to say or do. I didn't believe it.. I feel so hurt.. I want to hurt myself for being so ******* stupid... Like how dare she? why would ANYONE ever do this. I am so hurt and my heart is broken. I feel dead inside, I've been crying. I just found this out maybe 30 min ago and....idk I just kind of want to die... I've never been the suicidal type, and i dont think I am... I'm just lost....
So if by any chance she ever see's this **** you amber you piece of ****. For making my life ******* miserable. I hate you.
Like I said I was never good at storytelling...
(oh and not to mention she has done this to 2 other girls)
I just need someone to talk to... I needed someone to know about this..
2 years ago I started talking to jake. We met on Facebook. We clicked. I liked him and maybe a month later he asked me out. I said yes of course. We would talk everyday about anything literally anything. So this goes on for about another year and now we are in the month of March of 2012. I was so in love with him. But he was acting different, he was being a jerk so I left him... I felt bad, I left for maybe 9-10 months. I came back to him recently last Thursday, and everything was amazing, I fell right back in love with him. I was determined to make this work....
This morning I woke up to a text saying 'You will hate me after I tell you what I'm about to say'
I waited
I got a picture of a girl
and then it said 'I am not jake, jake does not exist. He never has. My name is amber and I am the one you've been talking to the whole time'
I didn't know what to say or do. I didn't believe it.. I feel so hurt.. I want to hurt myself for being so ******* stupid... Like how dare she? why would ANYONE ever do this. I am so hurt and my heart is broken. I feel dead inside, I've been crying. I just found this out maybe 30 min ago and....idk I just kind of want to die... I've never been the suicidal type, and i dont think I am... I'm just lost....
So if by any chance she ever see's this **** you amber you piece of ****. For making my life ******* miserable. I hate you.
Like I said I was never good at storytelling...
(oh and not to mention she has done this to 2 other girls)
I just need someone to talk to... I needed someone to know about this..