I Want to Tell You Random Things About Myself
It's okay to feel disconnected.----That's good, because I do. From a lot of things. I wish that my husband and I could just run away to some far away place and melt into each other for the rest of my life. No, that can't be right. I'd miss my kids....but I do want that....maybe just for a while, that's fair right?
It's okay that your nerves are on edge.---That's good because mine are. Everything seems to balance so precariously over my head all the time. Sick relatives seem to be the biggest thing and they just keep popping up...and it makes me feel like I can't get my balance.
It's okay to wish that you just had some solitude.---That's good because just a little corner, a little quiet corner where I was responsible for no one and nothing outside the being of my own person is my greatest desire most of the time these days.
I keep trying to write things and nothing works. I've lost the ability to even have inner dialogue and for someone like me that can't be a good thing. The funny thing is though that I've not had nearly so much trouble talking in an outer dialogue with my people....my husband mainly. My mom, not so much. The best thing about this is that I don't have to deal with myself all by myself. I'm a lot to handle, people...and having a helping hand is an amazing thing.
It's okay that your nerves are on edge.---That's good because mine are. Everything seems to balance so precariously over my head all the time. Sick relatives seem to be the biggest thing and they just keep popping up...and it makes me feel like I can't get my balance.
It's okay to wish that you just had some solitude.---That's good because just a little corner, a little quiet corner where I was responsible for no one and nothing outside the being of my own person is my greatest desire most of the time these days.
I keep trying to write things and nothing works. I've lost the ability to even have inner dialogue and for someone like me that can't be a good thing. The funny thing is though that I've not had nearly so much trouble talking in an outer dialogue with my people....my husband mainly. My mom, not so much. The best thing about this is that I don't have to deal with myself all by myself. I'm a lot to handle, people...and having a helping hand is an amazing thing.
By:
girlmcgirly
Age:
41-45
,
Female
