You Need To No How Much U Broke My Heart.....

Everything started 6 months ago  we just started seeing each other at first until you started to fall in love with me. I saw that love in your eyes i believed that love in your eyes really believed you loved me. I have never been so happy as i was when we started going out 3 months ago. I smiled everyday because of you i breathed eveeyday beaus you were a part of my life. You became my world my everything i love you so much still.....We were perfect we never argued never fought or started to become distant. We always laughed and smiled together everyone wished they had the love that we had our love was and seemed unbreakable i wish i knew where it went wrong. I rememeber playing aboard game with you one night and you gave me a werd look i had no idea what that lok meant so i just smiled at you. Lookingback now i no you were trying to break up with me at that moment but i just didnt no or knew but didnt want to believe it because of how happy we were. That night as we went to sleep i had a bad dream and i no it annoyed you i feel that if that had never happened we would stilll be togther but i cant help my dreams. I remember you saying how hard it was for you to watch me have a bad dream all i could say was sorry. I rememebr you going quiet not speaking to me and when i got you to talk you just spoke how things were never going to work out. I then heard you say the words i never thought i would hear its overi dont love you anymore. At that moment my heart completly shattered and broke. I screamed and screamed and cried until i was almost sick. I love you still so much my hear twil never be fixed you were my world and idont no and cant believe that our relationship was a lie we were so happy i truly believed you loved me i really did. We spent everyday together and to go from that to me being completly alone is the hardest thing i have ever had to do. Im so heartbroken and a mess whithout you i hope one day you see this and come back i need you back i miss you so much scott i love you always have always will forever i miss you please find that love for me again please i need you back my baby forever.......
lylkitkat lylkitkat
18-21, F
2 Responses Sep 23, 2012

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I am sorry for your pain.....you are in a good place at EP where alot of people have experienced rejection. If he doesn't want you, then grieve it and move on. You deserve someone who can be truthful with you. Take small steps foward every time you feel strong to help yourself get over the hurt.........you are young and will have many relationships in your life to look forward to.....