Want To Do It But..

I have wanted to see if I could pass..I am not young,but still love wearing dresses,hose etc..I have occasionally sneaked out to go to the mailbox but am afraid if I get caught,I would lose my family,,I like stepping outside to feel the sun on my nylon covered legs and the breeze up my dress,,A catch 22,,I want t try it outside but should I not pass,i would lose everything..Any advice?
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Sep 25, 2012