I Cheated

I left my husband for being abusive and a cheater and refusing to change. But before I said enough was enough and left him, I cheated. I didn't leave him for the other man but that other man has proved to be amazing. I love him greatly and who knows where life will take us. I don't know if I want to get married again but I wont rule it out either. So life is good right? I have a man that loves me and makes me happy, we have a wonderful sex life, and we are constantly having a good time. But I don't trust him like I should and it tears me up inside. I am constantly thinking about whether or not he will cheat or if he wants another woman and all of this rediculous bullshit and I know that it is stupid because he loves me and he wouldn't hurt me and he is so honest but I can't help but continue to think it and can never talk myself out of it. We end up fighting because of my accusations and I don't want to feel this way anymore.

Anyone have any advise for a woman that treats the man she loves like the man who couldn't love her back?

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18-21, F
Jul 12, 2007