Voices In The Head Of A Budding ******* Domme

Our conversation got me to thinking about why I'm so excited about the idea of ******* sex.  I mean besides the hot tumblr blog my buddy and I are creating with loads of wonderful images of pegging.  And besides the incredible stories I've read about that sort of act of love.  

I enjoy toys.  Really, I do.  I've only recently gotten some, and I am getting caught up on playing with more than a bit of a vengeance.  Good times.  But what makes them special are the erotic thoughts that supplement their use.  Having Hal (my lovely 7.5" *****, aka Henry V) inside my puss is very nice.  But it's hearing my lover's voice in my head telling me to imagine it's his **** that gets me off.

I won't know how a ******* feels until I actually use it on a lover.  When I get into that head space and penetrate him.  It's one thing to get off intellectually,  another to actually feel that power.  I'll let you know how it goes.

The President of my **** dropped by for a visit.  He is very dear to me, and I enjoy our conversations immensely.  At the time, when he asked me, I told him the power wasn't all that important to me, compared to a desire to serve. But thinking about it over the past day or two, I've decided that the power DOES matter.  I think about the comment my dearest buddy made about the time we kissed, and I want to see evidence that I can elicit strong reactions in him.

He'd written "A bolder man would have leaned at a different angle so you could feel what I was thinking."  Isn't that perfectly lovely?  He is the sweetest man.  He writes like an angel, truly.  And he is a very lusty devil.  Neither of us realized just how much the other was affected by our meeting until after the fact when we debriefed via chat.  Crazy, huh?  This is what happens when two seemingly self confident but really shy persons first come together in a semi-illicit rendezvous.  We've been faithful to our marriages for decades, but the promise of a few kisses that spring day was too delightful to pass up. 

The prospect of having this handsome man under my control is intoxicating.  Tied up on his back before me, pillows beneath his lower back to raise him for my easy access.  My strap on securely fastened, I'll tenderly, carefully, with lots and lots of lube, slide into him, making him moan.  Then I will **** the everliving **** out of him in the most loving fashion known to mankind.  Yes.  I can feel some sort of primal lust overtake me as I think of this.  He will not be able to hide the evidence of what he is thinking.  The glazed, slightly delirious look in his eyes will tell me.  His erection will betray him.  And I will feel so unbelievably happy that I'm responsible for it.



PoMC: Dan Savage talked to a girl who was a little puzzled as to why her boyfriend liked ******* her with her ***** over and over even after he came. He told her it makes her boyfriend feel sexual power.
Power to see the effect his actions had on her out of control *******.
milkynips: Oh, interesting.  I could use some of that action. it would be so nice to have someone seek to have power over me!
PoMC: I know and I imagine your interest in strapons is for the same reason.
milkynips: Surprisingly, no.
PoMC: Really?
milkynips: My main desire with that is to make a man's dreams come true.  It's less about me exercising power per se, unless you count the power of the fairy godmother
PoMC: It's not to see the action of your hips making a man squirm and buck?  Interesting.
milkynips: I suppose a small amount is...but really...the main thing is that I know this is what he's longing for.  it's like Mr. Roark on Fantasy Island
PoMC: Yes but some of these desires seem to inhabit your imagination more than others from some reason.
milkynips: I know.  The ******* thing is a cumulative thing, I guess.  I am intrigued by gay sex.  And I love all you said about *** play.  And I know someone who really wants to be taken with a strap on.  Do you find a woman in a strap on sexy?  
PoMC: Strap on photos are often sexy.But hard to make them look honest.  And my reading has taught me that....
milkynips: yes?
PoMC: The sexiest looking ******* harnesses are often the least effective.
milkynips: ha.  I shall do some field research and report my test results
PoMC: But really I have steered you to some sites....and they do report that the multiple strap kinds stay put better.
milkynips: yep
PoMC: I really did think you got off on the sexual power a bit. This has been educational.
milkynips: I am weird. you cannot extrapolate from me to others
PoMC: No you are a female. Not weird at all.
milkynips: I may be...but many of my female friends find me weird.
PoMC: In fact that is quite normal.
milkynips: is it?  I like the idea of seducing a man
PoMC: You actually dig deep and explore your sexuality.  In your brain....
milkynips: yes, I love doing it
PoMC: Instead of just ******* men to explore your sexuality.  But don't you find that digging deeper just makes it sweeter not duller?
milkynips: I do, actually
PoMC: Some fear that knowledge will destroy the mystery.
milkynips: Not a chance.  I believe in the examined life, Prez.  seriously.  I adore philosophy
PoMC: so empathy must arouse you at certain times.
milkynips: it does, totally.  I love probing ideas as much as probing my ***.  you are a very self aware creature
PoMC: I am?
milkynips: yes.  it's why I was so crazy about you for a time.
PoMC: Don't we have more fun now though?
milkynips: We do, yes.  I am really glad to be your friend.
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1 Response May 13, 2012

For me, intimacy is reading someone's deepest desire in their eyes, their touch, what they say and the way they say it and then helping them to experience it.