"Don't act like an angel, you fallen again. You're no super hero, I found in the end.
So lie to me once again and tell me everything will be alright. Lie to me once again and ask yourself before we say goodbye. Well goodbye.. Was it worth it in the end?" - Lie To Me by 12 Stones

Isn't it odd how some of us always end up with the wrong type of people? How quickly you can get used to the pain and lies. How addicting it could turn out to be. Just that one special person, who did nothing in the end to be so special, they just appear that way to you and you're kind of stuck there. You want to let them go but also stay with them. And when they're gone, it just doesn't feel the same. It's like a curse, they're the bad influence and you just find yourself being used but do nothing about it. They could hurt you all over again but you're too blind to see it, you've grown too close to them to let go. Your health doesn't even concern you in this, all that matters to you is that you're with them and that they're fine. This particular person lies straight to your face but there's nothing you can do, the sweet lies just seem to make you sink deeper into this "love". It's the bad destructive type of love. I could compare these types of people to the devil, he might appear fascinating and he'll try to fool you into his game, and once you're in it, you're trapped. Sweet on the outside and bitter on the inside. Does anybody know a person like this? Or is it just me.. But in the end, I know I'm just gonna end up back in the start. And you know, when the person leaves.. You find yourself broken. There's no reason for anything. And you wonder, was it worth it? All the tears, all the time you wasted, all the worries and everything you put in for them. But they always come back. No matter how long it takes. That's why it's a curse; you can't get rid of them unless you're strong enough to step away... And in this case, I'm not.
ginawexler ginawexler
16-17, F
Aug 25, 2014