A Rose Of Tears....


I act like I am fine, when really I am not.
You ask if I feel the same way, as I did last night, and I lied and told you I didn't.
I told you I watched a certain movie, and you asked if I cried, I told you, I didn't, but I did.
You ask me if I am having a good day, I told you I am, when I'm not.

I act like there is nothing wrong, when my world is falling apart.
Deep inside, behind this smile, there are tears, tears that I'm trying to hide.
If I let you in, than you will see, that all of this is an act
and I am not as strong, as I claim to be.

Acting is like a way of life for me, lately.
I act like I'm fine.
I act like its all okay
and I act like there is nothing wrong.

What does a girl, have to do, to find somene to trust
soemone to believe in
someone who believes in her
but most of all, someone who I can count on.

I act like there is nothing wrong, when my world is falling apart.
Deep inside, behind this smile, there are tears, tears that I'm trying to hide.
If I let you in, than you will see, that all of this is an act
and I am not as strong, as I claim to be.

A smile to hide the pain
Is my way of things
and a Rose to hide the tears
is the way of my life.


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1 Response Jul 15, 2010

nice poem, i feel for ya. :]