My Final Thoughts

The past few months have been awful for me.
Bound down by chains, dying to be set free.
I never wanted to be lonely.
But loneliness is all I see.
I'm lucky enough to have friends who care for me.
I want someone to call my own.
Someone who'll end this loneliness I've known.
It hurts to be like this.
Wishing these feelings I could just dismiss.
I tried to find a remedy.
But all I did was cause more trouble, not glee.
Amongst all this, I lost my best friend.
Now I just want it all to end.
I know I'm supposed to wait.
But it hurts so bad, why can't I feel great?
It's hard to describe my mental state.
Trying to accept this cruel fate.
Because I'm slowly losing my mind.
I just wish affection was easier to find.
I can't end it, but I can't stand it.
I just want to feel good again.
DGSteele DGSteele
26-30, M
1 Response May 21, 2012

that was such a pleasure to read...and at the same time, i feel for you. i wish there was more i could say to somehow soothe your heart and mind...but i'm lost for words. i'd give you a hug but here's a virtual one. hang in there. i hope you'll find what you're looking for soon :)

Thank you. I really hope that too