I Have Decided

I suffer from a rare disease. There is no cure. Little is even known about it. Many suffers go misdiagnosed for years. Many doctors haven't even heard about it. Its called the fire disease. Said to be even more painful then natural childbirth. Its C.r.p.s. chronic reginal pain syndrome. The disease causes your nerves to feel exposed. You feel a numbing painful burning sensation. A simple hug causes tears in your eyes. Well I have this disease. While it won't kill you. Most suffers end up in a wheelchair. The pain to intense to even bare weight. If and when this happens to me. Am taking my own life. I have discussed this wir endured. But as long as I can walk and take care of myself and my family I will endure. I will smile and at times cry but until the day my feet and body can not take it anymore. I will go on. But if the time comes and I can't do it anymore. Its not because I gave-up. I just took a shorter path.