******- Up

i never was on of those happy people, u know the ones that r always smiling, n think everyday is just a great new day. yuck, i wanna smack those people. but i never realized how truley unhappy, n ****** - up i'am. maybe i was born this way. maybe its just the way i 'am meant to be. i put on my smile, 4 others to see. i hide my pain, because they cant understand. no matter how hard i try to express the way i feel inside, they cant get it. i wonder why i was ever even born.i h what point does my life serve in this world? but i go on everyday because i must. i guess some of us r just plain ******- up.

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Feb 11, 2010