soon my oldest daughter will be moving out into her own place. once again i put on my happy face. she knows it is breaking my heart, but she has to do this 4 my grandkids, build a better life. but i dont ever want to let her go. i need her here, its selfish i know. but w/ out her here am scared of what i will do to my body n mind. what a horrible mother to even think like this. i never want to let her go.

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1 Response Feb 24, 2010

ahh i'm sorry that this is breaking your heart. she will always be "here" with you...maybe not physically, but certainly she'll visit...and you'll see that the further she is from you, the more often she'll visit.