Feeling....

This week feels so much like a rollercoaster.....Can't really explain it

Sometimes you feel things that you don't or can't share, but it's so darn hard to keep it all in...

I miss so many things...It's hard for me to say

Can't find the words and still come off as someone that doesn't care...I just hate not being able to say what I feel.

Making no sense ...Oh well

 

 

 

bellas31 bellas31
31-35, F
40 Responses Mar 4, 2010

Thanks ES..Now the comment about nail..was gonna say something but it would sound too naughty..lol...sooo Bellla would be good for now..;P

Nobody can comand the heart, we can try and control it but the heart needs it own healing process... Friends help and "un clavo saca otro clavo".. one nail removes the other nail... happy nail finding.... kiss<br />
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(I have a nail here just in case lol)

Heck...I do love boots! ............ and stilettos......... even with just those!......... RAWR!!! ;)

It seems we jump a lot Sylph..Not sure but I think we're talking avatars now LOL<br />
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Ever avatar...yummm hehe<br />
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Sylph...I think the boots may be all there is ...;)

Hey!!! I missed out on a lot of talkings here! And now we have Ever...Yay! *welcome hugs to Ever*<br />
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So are we talking about choco peeps, or pizza, or avatars?<br />
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My, my...these avatars are evolving as well.....Bells, this is me on your avatar...with the boots...wonder if she's just wearing boots...hmm...so yummy to think about that!<br />
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And Ever's avatar...this is another story to behold! Hey Taken!!! Catch a glimpse of Ever's avatar...what do you think???<br />
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Oh yeah...hi Dean! ............LOL ;) *hugs anyway*

LMAO....Your mind Dean<br />
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Focus.....We're talking about a movie <br />
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Hmmm...Still wondering was he swallowed instead HAHA<br />
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Too funny !

Gobble ,gobble you'll be sucked up....HAHA<br />
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Yeah...I am still talking about the movie...:P

Yes Dean,I am sure more makes you merrier ....LOL :P

HEHE...Fantastic :D

Yes...<br />
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Do you like it or don't have it where you're at ?

Ever,you are always welcome .........<br />
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We are waiting on Sylph to start our pizza party ,so you're just in time...<br />
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Would you like some chocolate peeps in the meantime...;) <br />
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*group hugs*

We got so distracted by Dean's ummm...chocolate ....Forgot to order pizza<br />
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WOW...got you and Sylph RAWRIN...Big smiles over on my side ....HAHA ;)

OOh.....This is getting good...<br />
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Sylph from his new avatar...his intentions by going chocolate are very clear...<br />
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Should I say it.....Ummmm......Too scared LMAO

What kind of meaning, Dean???<br />
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*Sylph is batting her eyelashes*

Ooohhh, I like that Bells... "Good guy gone peep's crazy"...hehe<br />
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And you did change your avatar into chocolate...now you are definitely YummY, Bella....RAWR! <br />
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And he says "...plenty of me to go around..." ---- and look at that smile....such a smug face. Geez! If I get nightmares on that choco-face, you're in big trouble Dean!

Hmm....The title...<br />
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Got it...What about<br />
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Good guy gone peep's crazy...HAHA<br />
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I'm so tempted to get myself a chocolate avatar.....so tempted....

We must make a story for Dean then...hmmm...

I enjoy reading all the comments ....It's one of the highlights of signing on to EP..<br />
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Knowing that Sylph and Taken,would be chatting up a storm......hehe<br />
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*continuing that group hug*<br />
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Dean's avatar ...That's a whole new story...LMAO

And I just added there on that story........I was asking Bella why Dean changed his avatar into a chocolate..........could that mean he, uhm.....you know......<br />
I think you need to join us in that huddle, Taken.<br />
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Bells...your story has evolved. But I wish you're feeling better.<br />
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*hugging you both*

It is still ongoing.........he prides himself to be luckier than Willy Wonka... ;)

No???.........it was worth a try. ;)<br />
It's all because of his chocolate peeps story. He got obsessed with it.

8pm your time? my time?<br />
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But I shall be around. I may have to sneak out in between but promise to come back. There's another drinking spree going on somewhere...<br />
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So you're all liking the fairy love dust, huh?<br />
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*Sylph sprinkles some more*<br />
*And Sylph dumps a whole load of dust on Dean*

Yes Dean...Hard and loud...I like that ...hahaha<br />
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Sylph & Taken...Pizza time...8 pm <br />
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Be here ............LOL <br />
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Am I being bossy?It's all that fairy dust..Must be ...

LOL, Dean...your avatar...haha! Has Bella commented on your story? I must check!<br />
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"...soft and low or hard and loud"........hmmm...oh yeah, we're talking about radio volume...sorry...my bad! ;)<br />
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Bella, Taken...we didn't order pizza tonight. Shame on those girls at work. It definitely felt like a dungeon in there. Good thing I have you girls...time to order and just get crazy with THAT voice...ooohhh.... ;)

Thanks Sylph...How did I get so lucky :D<br />
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Tomatoe and basil that's a delicious combination...<br />
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Hope you get to order pizza tonight....Have a great time in the dungeon,we'll be here waiting for your return,to begin our pizza party...:)

Just popping in again here...could not resist...and I am running late...haha!<br />
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Of course I would not mind you make the call....omg...I have totally forgotten about that voice...it is Friday today. Maybe I can convince the folks at work to have pizza again tonight. LOL!<br />
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Yes, Taken...I said tomato...you noticed...but it`s good! And if they have basil...aahhh...yum!<br />
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*not letting go of the group hug...and the fairy love dust is just sprinkling and sprinkling*<br />
I love you girls! You make me smile before I enter the dungeon...my work. haha ;)

Turning the tables...huh LOL<br />
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Yes,you charming guy <br />
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I would love to have a drink with you....;)

yes'm miss bella, sure was.

Oh Yes !!! :D<br />
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Hope Sylph would agree....

I'm smiling...You ladies are the bestest hehe<br />
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Pizza ....Smirnoff for Sylph ofcourse..<br />
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Sounds delicious....We'll order from the guy with the voice ...<br />
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*group hugs continue...til we start pouring some shots* HAHA

*hugs*......*Sylph reaches out to Bella*<br />
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Will Smirnoff and pizza work? Must let Taken know...and yeah, you can have beer if you like. I would stick with my Smirnoff. <br />
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I just thought of a pizza flavor.......tomato and cheese...how`s that?<br />
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Just trying to make you smile, honey. Let me know if my fairy love can help. *hugging you again*

Hmmm....<br />
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Was that directed at me?...tiger ..hehe

you wanna have a drink? :)

Hmmm...<br />
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That's a very complicated situation you have there Candy...<br />
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I guess you need to remember why he's the ex......Atleast that's what I hear all the time,in situations like yours..

thanks for asking. I am feeling all stirred up by phone call from my ex. he wants to see me. I want to see him but I don't want to lie to my BF...having a hard time letting go of my ex and he of me. something has to give...

Thanks Destiney ....

Sure is More ;)<br />
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It's like everything is trapped in our heads...Thank you Ever *Big hugs*

oh yes, music, the arts in general are a tremendous consolation...

Thank you More.....<br />
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It is too hard sometimes,that's why I love music ,makes it easier..:)<br />
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*hugs*

Oh, Bellas, it always is very hard to express emotions. You seem hurt and in need. Wished I could comfort you. You're such a good person, you deserve happiness...<br />
*hug*