My Fear.My biggest fear doesn't stand hundreds of feet above the ground, or hide under my bed.
It's fuc*ing inside of me
I'm terrified of gaining weight, although you probably couldn't tell it since i weigh so much. I'll starve myself just to watch my body change in a week, challenge myself to see how long I can go.
Binging really scares me. All the food and calories make me sick, literally. If I get over 125 I stop eating until I feel safe again, and idk it's just something I can't control.