Abandonment And Being Alone

My worst fear is that everyone I care about will leave me. I think it's worse than them dying, because I don't think anyone would die to spite someone, and getting over someone who died is easier than getting over someone who's still alive but jut wants nothing to do with you anymore.

I'm also afraid of being alone in general, because whenever I'm alone, all of my problems seem to consume me if I try to think of anything. If I'm alone and have nothing to do, which is usually the case, I end up thinking too much about bad things that might happen and I end up being unable to fake happiness around people which is a whole other fear.

Thanks for listening.
TrafalgarLaw TrafalgarLaw
18-21, F
Nov 29, 2012