People Close To Me & Plaid Shirts

Went I was young I was sexually abused, when it happened the person wore this red/yellow/black plaid shirt... Ever since if a person is close to me (especially behind me) I jump, but when I see plaid shirts, my stomach drops, and I cry, breakdown, hold myself.

This fear really bothers my dad, he know what happened but he still doesn't understand why he can't touch or hug his daughter. It really hurts him & it hurts me to know that I am the cause of that pain.
MulletMacSween MulletMacSween
22-25
Jan 11, 2013