I want you to Live, because you know what, Life is better because of you. You make things so much better for me, and I am sure for others. I know you are in a dark spot right now, and you want to give up, but please don't.
It scary, and I know that, I understand the pain, and the suffering, and the wanting to escape all of it, but you need to hang in there, because weather you see it or not, you deserve to Live, you deserve to be happy, to smile, to laugh, to giggle, to Love, and to be Loved, and if you hang in there, you can experience all of those things.
So Please, from the bottom of my heart, Live!!!! I want you to Live, because you deserve Life, God gave you this life, to make something great of yourself, all you need to do is look deep inside of you, and find your passion, and once you find it, don't let go, and don't give up on it. Sure people may think you are crazy, and say that you can't do it, but don't believe them. Believe in yourself, because I sure do.
Follow your dreams, let them soar to the sky, and let your dreams bring you Life, and Love and Happiness, Never ever ever give up on your dreams because of someone else. We all have the same rights as anyone else, and we deserve to be Happy too. Whoever says we don't, well they are the ones who are wrong. Follow your dreams, and never ever ever give up. I believe in you, and so should you because you know what you are great!!!!
I know we don't know each other, but trust me, I have been where you are, and its a scary place, but what is scarier, is being on the other side, being the one who has to deal with the loss of you. And I care. I know we don't know each other, but still, I care, Maybe we can be friends, after all, it seems we do have at least one thing in common. Keep on fighting!!!!
Please, I know you are in a Dark spot right now, but please bare with me, Have you ever Loss someone you Love? Remember that pain that you felt? Wasn't it terrible, you don't want anyone else have to go through that, its terrible. Have you ever loss someone to suicide, do you remember the guilt? the questions? All of that, you don't want anyone else having to deal with that, trying to understand why? And wondering if there was anything more we could have done? We don't want to put anyone else through that, so Please lets do our best to not let that happen. I know you have it in you to pull through this. Remember I believe in you, and you Deserve to LIVE!!!! So lets Keep on Living!!!!
Please, I totally understand where you are coming from, I have been there myself, thinking, I didn't deserve to Live, thinking that death has to be better than this pain that you are currently in? But please, believe me, coming from someone who has been there, and who has wished the same thing, that it has to be better than this, something has to be better than this pain, anything. I totally have been there, and not to long ago either!
You know what, it does get better, it takes time, and A LOT of work, but it DOES get better, but you have to stick around in order for it to get better, and when it does, you are going to be SO happy that you hanged in there! I know I am. So please, know that it does get better, Reach out to someone, and talk to them, and get some help, you will be so GLAD you did. Please hang in there. It will get better, trust me.
I know you don't know me, but I care. I have been there, and even though it seems so dark now, it will get better. It will get better, we just need to keep holding on, and keep living, because despite what our dark thoughts tell us, we DESERVE TO LIVE!!!!!!!!!!
Someone who cares....