Dear Future Val

How are you doing there?Do you miss the old me?I hope not.I hope you never miss that me cause now you're so much better.You're overcomer now.I know you still have your ups and downs.Well you're still me after all.I really want to hear from you that you're thankful to God for everything.That you know who you are and where you're going.Please don't be angry with me for wasting your time now.For wasting your minutes on things that are not important to you now.I hope you've found someone to hold someone for whom i'm longing so much now.I hope that the pain of a broken heart that i still have now it's totally gone there where you are now.I know you're not angry there cause i've forgave him.I hope that you have your nice place where you can come back from work.The place i want now so much.I hope you got even closer to God,never leaving His side.
And you know what, even if you're very sad - everything is going to be fine.How i'm wanting now to have somebody who can say those words to me now.I hope you have that person by your side.If not so here am i writing to you from the past to remind you -stay still.
I'm going to suffer a lot so you'll be much more happier than me.So take care.
God bless you my dear Val...
 

pro0ject pro0ject
26-30, F
2 Responses Feb 28, 2009

thank you for the advice it really help me, its been a while since been here, got myself busy at work.. and to tell you honestly i moved on.. no more pain every time i think of him. to answer your question he wrote me once to say sorry for what he done to me, that he didnt mean to hurt me.. thats all no explanation thats a word sorry.. but now i thank God cause he didnt give me that man..

thank you for the advice it really help me, its been a while since been here, got myself busy at work.. and to tell you honestly i moved on.. no more pain every time i think of him. to answer your question he wrote me once to say sorry for what he done to me, that he didnt mean to hurt me.. thats all no explanation thats a word sorry.. but now i thank God cause he didnt give me that man..