Letter #2

  You only did what you had to. We, both want more, but you are not able to give it. I sometimes think I might be in love with the fantasy, but I really don't think so. I love you the way you are, good, bad and ugly. By ignoring me and not acknowledging me as even a friend just rips my heart out. I know that you have feelings for me also, but, you don't know how to make it work. I wish we could just talk like we used to. I wish you wouldn't get mad at me because I'm trying to talk with you. I wish you would just let us be friends if we can't be more. I hate seeing you so sad. You look terrable, you've lost so much weight, you mope around and you all I want to do is hold you, eventhough you ripped out my heart, threw it on the floor and stepped on it. I want the best for you, and you seem to be pushing it away. You won't let anybody in anymore, there are many of us concerned, they ask me about you. They say they are scared to say anything to you. So, I guess I'll be the one to smack you around and take the chance that you'll push me away again, but I hate seeing you like this. Only you can make the choice to change, and maybe you don't know how to do it, but there are many of us out there who are willing to help. Please, feel better, please smile again, laugh again and skip again. We miss you. I miss you! My best friend, my lover, my soulmate. Please, please, please get better. I would stay away forever if you would be happy again if that's what it took.

jrabbit1321 jrabbit1321
46-50, F
3 Responses Mar 24, 2009

Amen to that!!!!

Ahhhhh, to love someone, its the best feeling EVER and the worst as well.

Thank you. I hope so too. I think they will someday, at least to put things right for us. I wish you the best also.